Assalamualaikum and happy thursday everyone. I love today, cuz it is thursday. i dont know why i like it. maybe because tomorrow is friday. and its weekend ! haa. humm, im updating this blog just to express my feelings bout something. Someone maybe. Its about my sad story with him.So. do i care if there is no one read this? of course i dont.
Firstly,
I still remember the day where we were in a big fight. It was too stupid for me to believe what had happened to me. He used his friend to text me and told me that he was really wanted to leave me and break up with me, but he doesnt have a heart to tell me.. That time, when i read this text, my tears automatically come out. I really dissappointed with him. how could he fool around me. At last, he said.. that he's just joking !. what was a joke right? Funny enough? hmmFirstly,
Secondly,
Another, another day... there is a number text me. that text was a warning text. its said : Dont you ever disturb my boyfie or i'll find you till ur death. And i was? humm reply:: who are you??? then, after a long hour, she said her name. um its neeria (read start from the back). i dont know who is she. But, HE tell me she is his foster sister. after that, i started my investigation through HIS fb. i check up his chatting conversation with that girl. And i saw... emm..... the 3 words that he told everyday. its I LOVE YOU. but, its okay. Im fine with it. all i know, its was my sad story. i saw he called that girl darling. seems that their conversation really happy. =") (tearrss) Lastly, you know what??? that warning text was from HIM !!! NOT THAT GIRL ! he used another number to trick me ! urgh ! what a lucky me. But i was very upset because, he mention that girl name to me. humm
Thirdly,
Last night, he told me, that "neeria" text him. and ask bout the PMR results.And, i was really annoyed with that s*it girl !! urgh. Luckily he gave me her number last night. But, unluckily, i didnt do anythings. ahh ! im stupid ! i had planned to warn her last night, but im scared if he scold me. so, i just let he replied that girl text. so that, we doesnt had fight anymore if i scold him.. However, i didnt say that im hepy about last night ! i just kept my sad inside my deep heart. i cant told him that im sad bout that. To tell the truth, i just wanna make him happy by letting him do what he likes. and you dont have to care bout my feelings as you're happy, i'll happy too.
Fourth,
Today, he makes me really really sad. He didnt told me that he wanted to hang out with his friends without me ! WITHOUT ME ! At least, tell me something, so i know where you are. But you didnt. Dont give me any expaination or excuse anymore. i dont want to hear you. i dont want to reply your text. sincerely, broken heart.
Thats all what i can tell right now. there's a lot of sad story i want to tell. but wait in the PART II ! see ya. love you, xoxo.
note:: imm writing in englisshh today ..hee~ proud of myself. its called..Grammar Improving ! (IV)
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